Over the last few years, I have asked myself a question quite a few times: is a personal website even worth having anymore? Years ago, I had one and it was pretty active. I had my own podcast where I talked about my life in general. At the time, I was a migrant, struggling to find some sort of happiness in my life and so, I’d talk it out with myself and others. I talked about my life pretty openly and met some really cool people.
Years passed and I toned it down quite a bit. I stopped the podcast for a while and then came back to it. Then, I left again and haven’t looked back. It was nice having more time to myself.
There days, I’m not even posting anything on social media as much because I just don’t give a shit who knows what’s going on in my life. It’s boring anyway. There’s no excitement anymore, especially after I got my permanent residency and citizenship in Australia. My new relationship is not one that I can really talk openly about. I can’t talk about my job. What is there to talk about?
Not much.
I tried to start little projects and they just didn’t gain much traction. I don’t care about that either.
There’s a lot I don’t really care about and so my weblog stagnates. I doubt anybody gives a fuck, honestly. I don’t.
I’m trying to wind things down honestly. I’m not sure how much longer I can be bothered doing anything. I feel like a lot of that is some degree of depression. I’m trying to keep it at bay, but it’s tough. I’ll figure things out.